New Life Start

December finally come, is cold outside especially today,

nothing special with my working life, get my first full time salary 220 pounds

with 28 pounds tips n take 45 minutes journey bek to colidale, a warmth place with a geang of kind n nie people, i always thanks to god that i can meet them, it makes my uk working life meaningful and again i was always blessed by god..everything just run smootly...=)

30 nov 2010, i was awake on 8.30 am , i feels shock when i receive the message from steffi

who though i was in aberdeen scotland n tell me that lodon wassnowing on the next day right fter i left her warm place...thx steffi for providing me a place to stay for amonth with nice dinner, and healthy breakfast, i really appreciate u..but sorry, i've lie to u becoz i nt really wanna let u noe that i m actually working illegally here, hopes u understand....

the working life here was so difficult n tough , even i need to wash toilets..i think ppl will think why i need to do such thing seens i m a degree student, isn't i deserve the better job than this? but no ones will noe my situation n understand me , i m the one who can undersand..

is another 1 month left, soon i will bek to msia aain n anoter new chapter of my life will begin, i was missing my friends n family in msia crazily...hopes we still can keep in touch no matter how far we r now..i meant it...i really miss all of u..

i never tell many ppl that i was written this blog, i just wanna use this blog as my diary or journal..for me to review in the future..for those who read, thanks for reading...

DECEMBER....

Decembr 2010 is coming and soon 2010 will past...
year by year, what's came to my life?
is alot if i really wanna noted...

i love my 2010 diary, is my firsttime to fully utilise a diary book
even i dint wrote the journal daily, but i can reiew back all the things i wrote..
and now i realise the impotance of date! on the letter, postcard n journal, is very important!
without date, i cant even remember the specific things already pass for so long
and sometimes will sigh...coz i m getting older n older..

i m still in London now, almost end of autumn, some of the area in London already started snowing,
but not for the central London, but soon =)
the temperature now is within 2- -3'C, is auite cold but with sunny interval,
i never wasted the day to go out and explore some of the part of London before i adapted into the work that will start another 2 days..

i m awaiting for the xmas, i wanna go stratford upon avon, leed castle..
that now in my to go list...i sure will go this 2 places before i go bek to msia in january..
a lots of things i wish to buy , but i know i will change my mind soon..
haha...

i love london, the people here who helps us, i love u all =)

感恩 appreciate

我没得读牛津，剑桥。但感恩，我还是有机会在英国完成学士。
我没有在童年是到处飞行，但感恩，在我懂事以后，我去过好几个国家。
我没有独立式房子住，但感恩，我的小家是充满温暖的。
我没有很有本事的朋友，但感恩，我有一群傻里傻气的朋友。
我没有.......太多东西了，但感恩我现在拥有的一切。


从这刻起，我告诉自己有多幸福，不会告诉自己有多惨。
惨？我能比那些天生残缺的来的惨吗？
我能比那些没受过教育的惨吗？
我能比那些三餐温饱都有问题的人惨吗？
告诉自己：我并不惨，而是幸福。


做人要知足，感恩，感谢家人，朋友，长辈，骂过你的，打过你的，
赞过你的，爱过你的，你爱过的。。感恩。

人在伦敦，过得并不是大家想象中的好，
但是已经很好了=)

零度之感 0℃

某天晚上，一如往常结束‘非法’工作，从地铁站步行回家，大概五分钟的路程，却是如此漫长，不为什么， 就一个‘冷’字。

据说，伦敦已经开始入冬了，所以很冷。听朋友说，每个国家换季有不同的情况，比如说香港，换季时都会出现风球，而伦敦还好，只是会冷，下雨。

长那么大，第一次体验零度，但是却很开心，看看报章，伦敦有好几个地方，当晚的温度都是零下，地上甚至结冰，让我不禁超期待下雪的到来，毕竟不跟大伙一起回国，留在伦敦的目的不过如此，希望可以看见下雪，但是可以赶在十二月前看到吗？求神拜佛。



London, the place i wanna visit 'kew garden is fall in -2.3 degree celcius last night, as what my friend tell me, winter is coming and now, the day time is shorter while the night time is longer, therefore, the sky will turns to dark right on 5pm.

last year, London was snowing heavily and i wish i could experience this before i go bek to Malaysia, so i hopes it comes earlier..before december will be nice....

kew garden in winter last year

无聊 oh 无聊~

~此马名为刘海马~

在我还没来这之前，我对伦敦的印象，三个字： 好遥远~

看看贴在家里的世界地图，马来西亚跟伦敦之间的距离， 好远~

然而，我这幸运的家伙却真的是来到了这个曾经是多么遥不可及的地方，

我太太太幸运了，所以常常不忘告诉自己：杨林，你好幸福！

又度过了一个无聊的夜晚，看戏，逛街，吃晚餐，

提到晚餐，今天吃的超撑，吃不完打包回来的kebab,还满满的一大包，

虽说夜了可以拿来当宵夜，但是，还是免了，吃得好腻，

好想喊救命！

这两个星期都是住在朋友家，还好他愿意收留我，也很开心能认识他，

知道自己接下来的日子不好受了，朋友叫我见步行步，

我想也是，顾虑太多只会让自己难受，所以，明天又是新的挑战，

加油！

伦敦时间过得比马来西亚迟七小时，再多一下，就会打电话回家问候一下，

家人一定特想我，就想问我特想他们一样。

想想将来还要在这里过上一个半月，找份零时工是必需的，

但是目前为止都好像不如意，真想快点得到一份工作，好让自己不要再无聊下

谈摄影 talk about photographing

不知不觉，爱上了摄影，或许是时机缘故，有机会碰上DSLR，

就开始一连串的狂拍，才发现拍出来的照片跟普通数码相机一比真的略胜一筹，
结果就开始研究他所能呈现的效果，跟朋友研谈，慢慢的就喜欢上了摄影。

在我手上第五个月的这部相机，为我在英国求学，欧洲旅行拍了不少相片，

而且就算它很重，我也甘愿带她攀山涉水，只为能拍出一张好照片。

在这之前，身边就有不少朋友特爱拍照，那是我不懂

但现在，我懂 =)

错过了美的画面多可惜啊，手上这台重量级的相机可以让我记忆犹新，

尤其是当照片洗出来后，不禁感叹他的厉害，也引以为傲。

遇过一些专业摄影人，给了许多教学，慢慢学习，慢慢进步，很开心。

当朋友称赞我的作品时，是我另一种成就感

但说真的，我始终不太习惯这种场面，往往表现得很不自然。

将来还要在伦敦呆上一段时间，现在刚入秋，景色好美，

会乘着现在再去狂拍，说不定有意外的收获 ^^

i never dream that i can have a chance to hold a DSLR camera in my life,

i never think that i will make photographing as 1 of my hobbies in my life.

is all about TIMING!! haha

i was grad to bring ,my sony DSLR around in this few months time,
during my 3 months studies in Liverpool, almost 1 month of Europe trip,

i had captured alots of photo and kinda proud to have this camera because

it can present a very good quality of photo that normal digital camera cant make!

i had meeting some people who also very good in taking photo,

they will teach u how to capture a nice photo, but for me, you have ur own style!

i need to improve myself in the capture skill.

in the future, i believe that the scenery in London will become prettier n prettier..

and yet

AUTUMN IS AROUND THE CORNER~~~

旅行的意义 The meaning of travel

用了一个月的时间，跨越过欧洲好几个国家，

回到了伦敦，不禁感叹，自己是多么幸福。

这次旅行，为自己人生开启了另一种想法。

累计飞行，挑选纪念品，拍摄迷人的风景，人，事，物。

是我旅行的意义，至少现在，这些都是。

这是我对整个旅程的感想， 等我有时间再一个国家一个国家去描述。

很多人包括我自己都意想不到我会有机会到那么多国家去游玩，

但是我还是踏上了欧洲这片迷人土地，

体验了当地人有些高傲，热情，有些浪漫的意境。

整个旅程用了海，陆，空的交通方式去完成。

真么说？巴士，飞机，还有火车通海底， 吓到了吧？哈哈

至于花费上，就不宜在这报告啦，本人知道就好。

住的地方，有八个夜晚是在帐营中度过，六个夜晚在包厢，

三晚在酒店，另外七晚则在背包旅客宿舍度过，

长那么大可是第一次露营，另一种滋味，

若有机会，大家都可以试试，但在马来西亚就免了，哈哈。

朋友，一大群旅行真的比较好，虽然意见上难免会闹不和

但大家都处理得好，这头闹完，这头就没事了，

所以还算顺风顺水。

得空会将我的旅游心态一一分享 =)

cant believe that i ve been travel to europe country,when i was young, every journey sure will be with family,but nt for this time.

what a good experience to join camping trip,to stay in cabin, backapcker hostels and hotelby combining 3 kinds of travel mood-by bus, flight n tren. i enjoy the moment to travel around with friends, i meant it =)

i wish to sharing my travel experience on country by country basis..for me, the meaning of travel is collect the flight, to snap every nice scenery,people n things next is to pick up nice souvenir for the people that always on my mind, my family, buddies....

what about u? whats is the meaning of travel comes to you?

想家 Home”sick“ home

不知不觉， 三个月的英国大学生活就要结束了，

快得难以置信，但是还是得接受事实，

三个月前的今天，我正开始收拾行李，

虽然不是第一次出国，但是就是有种很不一样的感觉。

因为，这次一出就是几个月，终究会舍不得，

依稀记得去机场的那个夜晚， 我在途中打了电话给那些没能前来送机的家人，

对方一接电话，我的泪水就直流，哽咽的说不上话，我知道他们不来送机的原因，

毕竟每个人都不喜欢离别之情。

我爱我的家人， 懂的人都知道我指的是哪头家

不懂的人就会好奇，奇怪？还有那头家？

那我就不多说了， 呵呵。

想死我的干妈超好吃的饭菜， 陪干爸看电视、听他聊道理的时刻

还有我家里那些可爱到不行，惹人爱的小孩，

那些偶尔会闹意见的哥哥姐姐们，

好想你们。。

但是，我还是自私的，

外国的月亮跟家乡的没什么不一样，只是偶尔真的特别亮、圆

我还是不能抵挡我那要出外闯的心态，延迟了两个月才回家，

我的人生还是比较向往自由，你们都懂

当我告诉你们我的决定的时候，你们的支持让我暖在心头

让我再玩玩，我还是会回来的，是一定会！
等我！我有一大堆平常在电话没说的事要跟你们说、分享。。

寄给你们的明信片，你们都收到了吗？

我在这很好，只是真的很想你们。

mum & dad, i miss u all crazily...

still remember the day when both of you stand by my side

and look at me to pick up my stuff into the super huge luggage bag,

thats kinda memorable moment,

when dad ask me to bring medicine in case of sick,

while mum remind me to bring more cloth in case of cold....

i m fine over here, but sometimes will feel loniless and homesick,

and when i receive the bad news, i really hope i was in Malaysia,

so that i can give you all a big hug, but i can only cry inside my room....

did you guys receive my postcard? at first, i never plan to send it,

but when my frind ask me to post something, it make me feel wanna do so,

therefore, i go n get a post card with price 39 pence,

write it on the spot and que up in the post office to get a stamp then post it,

and i feel something different in that moment,

and i started to think how will u guys feel when u receive my postcard

must be happy, right? ^^

when everyone go back by october, i m the one who planning to stay here longer,

i m kinda selfish , but please understand that this is a chance for me to explore more,

not everyone like me, have this kind of opportunity, i know you guys will understand.

is kind of boring to keep on taking fast food outside,

i miss what u cook, mum.

i seldom watching tv program here, i prefer to sit beside u n discuss with u , dad.

and all my beloved sis n bro, hopes u guys everything ok,

i have a lot of thing wanna share with all of you, so just waiting me to get back ya =)

and all my cute little princess n prince, gu gu or ah yi miss u all ^^

喜欢喝咖啡 coffee lover ♥

自认是咖啡爱好者，但并不代表我很会品尝，

朋友问我：什么咖啡好喝？

我答：个人喜好不一样，我通常会来杯摩卡

我觉得咖啡很低调，所以我更喜欢

摩卡-咖啡加巧克力，带甜，但是很醇

白咖啡-就属怡保白咖啡我最爱喝

其实我最先接触的是咖啡乌，从小家人就爱喝

在打假期工的时候，更让我第一次使用咖啡机

所以我每天都会要店长教我冲咖啡

爽死我了！哈哈

昨天在英国的一间咖啡店-cafe nero

和朋友hi tea,

这间店表妹已经介绍我很久了，昨天我才踏进门，

毕竟一杯都要两三英磅

我点了一杯 white chocolate mocha,

好好喝。

咖啡真的要热的才好喝，英国这边鲜少卖冰咖啡，

每次问都会撞板，哈哈

well, i am a coffee lover, and i feel proud to be,
but it doesn't mean tha i am very good in tasting ,

there are variety types of coffee on the world,

but if you ask my favorite, i will say-mocha~

yesterday, a raining day but still went out with my friends,

we experience a hi-tea in a coffee shop-cafe nero,

a nice service place, as well as the ambience,

i have order a cup of white chocolate mocha in hot, taste good~

i have been working in Haagen dazs before as a junior crew,

luckily, i have chance to make coffee and it was my first time to work with coffee machine

can u imagize how happy am i ?

i like the coffee bean and tealeaf in malaysia,

and i always use to visit them once a week,

sometimes with friends while sometimes alone...

coffee is always good in hot, this is my perception

as i always thinking-you have your own perception on everything

=)

学不会，慢慢学 （姐姐的话）what my sis told me...

你的人生

有多少次是心甘情愿去做一件事？

而又有多少次是你心中怀有千千万万个不愿意？

你的人生

有多少次是扮演着属于你的角色？

而又有多少次是披着面具......

你的人生

有多少事可以让你比任何人都开心，得意？

却也让你陷入伤痛，比任何人都失落？

你的人生

有多少事你想跟别人分享

又有多少事，无论人们怎样问你都不想说？

而当你真正想哭的时候，

有多少次是不想让人看到

而又有多少次，你想让别人来安慰你？

学着，慢慢学会

在想哭，犹豫着该不该，信不信的时候，

让自己的心灵为你做主，

别人的话都不要听，就听自己的。。

推荐，很久以前的一首好歌，Christina Aguilera 的 The voice within,

如果可以，留意歌词

=）

young girl or boy like me, how was your life?

i hopes fine ..really..

in your life, how good are you in making decision,

have you ever regret for once or even more wrong deciasion made?

when you talk to people, are you exactly sincere or honest?

when you receive an order, do you really put your 100% effort for the mission?

when you feels like wanna cry

are you just want to make people around you to pay concern on you?

or maybe sometimes you dont even wanna let others know you are crying

just want to escape from asking why, because you really dont wish to share out..

but what about when you feel happy?

you cant even stop laughing wholeday long...

my sis tell me, leran it step by step,

dont be afraid, trust yourself =)

and yet, thanks, my dear sis .....

share with you, the song i like:

The voice within by Christina Aguilera

sometimes good song, have no time issue, am i? =)