Wednesday, August 18

想家 Home”sick“ home

不知不觉, 三个月的英国大学生活就要结束了,
快得难以置信,但是还是得接受事实,
三个月前的今天,我正开始收拾行李,
虽然不是第一次出国,但是就是有种很不一样的感觉。
因为,这次一出就是几个月,终究会舍不得,


依稀记得去机场的那个夜晚, 我在途中打了电话给那些没能前来送机的家人,
对方一接电话,我的泪水就直流,哽咽的说不上话,我知道他们不来送机的原因,
毕竟每个人都不喜欢离别之情。


我爱我的家人, 懂的人都知道我指的是哪头家
不懂的人就会好奇,奇怪?还有那头家?

那我就不多说了, 呵呵。


想死我的干妈超好吃的饭菜, 陪干爸看电视、听他聊道理的时刻
还有我家里那些可爱到不行,惹人爱的小孩,
那些偶尔会闹意见的哥哥姐姐们,

好想你们。。

但是,我还是自私的,
外国的月亮跟家乡的没什么不一样,只是偶尔真的特别亮、圆
我还是不能抵挡我那要出外闯的心态,延迟了两个月才回家,
我的人生还是比较向往自由,你们都懂
当我告诉你们我的决定的时候,你们的支持让我暖在心头
让我再玩玩,我还是会回来的,是一定会!
等我!我有一大堆平常在电话没说的事要跟你们说、分享。。


寄给你们的明信片,你们都收到了吗?
我在这很好,只是真的很想你们。



mum & dad, i miss u all crazily...

still remember the day when both of you stand by my side
and look at me to pick up my stuff into the super huge luggage bag,
thats kinda memorable moment,
when dad ask me to bring medicine in case of sick,
while mum remind me to bring more cloth in case of cold....


i m fine over here, but sometimes will feel loniless and homesick,
and when i receive the bad news, i really hope i was in Malaysia,
so that i can give you all a big hug, but i can only cry inside my room....

did you guys receive my postcard? at first, i never plan to send it,
but when my frind ask me to post something, it make me feel wanna do so,
therefore, i go n get a post card with price 39 pence,
write it on the spot and que up in the post office to get a stamp then post it,
and i feel something different in that moment,
and i started to think how will u guys feel when u receive my postcard

must be happy, right? ^^


when everyone go back by october, i m the one who planning to stay here longer,
i m kinda selfish , but please understand that this is a chance for me to explore more,
not everyone like me, have this kind of opportunity, i know you guys will understand.

is kind of boring to keep on taking fast food outside,
i miss what u cook, mum.
i seldom watching tv program here, i prefer to sit beside u n discuss with u , dad.
and all my beloved sis n bro, hopes u guys everything ok,

i have a lot of thing wanna share with all of you, so just waiting me to get back ya =)
and all my cute little princess n prince, gu gu or ah yi miss u all ^^