想家 Home”sick“ home

不知不觉， 三个月的英国大学生活就要结束了，

快得难以置信，但是还是得接受事实，

三个月前的今天，我正开始收拾行李，

虽然不是第一次出国，但是就是有种很不一样的感觉。

因为，这次一出就是几个月，终究会舍不得，

依稀记得去机场的那个夜晚， 我在途中打了电话给那些没能前来送机的家人，

对方一接电话，我的泪水就直流，哽咽的说不上话，我知道他们不来送机的原因，

毕竟每个人都不喜欢离别之情。

我爱我的家人， 懂的人都知道我指的是哪头家

不懂的人就会好奇，奇怪？还有那头家？

那我就不多说了， 呵呵。

想死我的干妈超好吃的饭菜， 陪干爸看电视、听他聊道理的时刻

还有我家里那些可爱到不行，惹人爱的小孩，

那些偶尔会闹意见的哥哥姐姐们，

好想你们。。

但是，我还是自私的，

外国的月亮跟家乡的没什么不一样，只是偶尔真的特别亮、圆

我还是不能抵挡我那要出外闯的心态，延迟了两个月才回家，

我的人生还是比较向往自由，你们都懂

当我告诉你们我的决定的时候，你们的支持让我暖在心头

让我再玩玩，我还是会回来的，是一定会！
等我！我有一大堆平常在电话没说的事要跟你们说、分享。。

寄给你们的明信片，你们都收到了吗？

我在这很好，只是真的很想你们。

mum & dad, i miss u all crazily...

still remember the day when both of you stand by my side

and look at me to pick up my stuff into the super huge luggage bag,

thats kinda memorable moment,

when dad ask me to bring medicine in case of sick,

while mum remind me to bring more cloth in case of cold....

i m fine over here, but sometimes will feel loniless and homesick,

and when i receive the bad news, i really hope i was in Malaysia,

so that i can give you all a big hug, but i can only cry inside my room....

did you guys receive my postcard? at first, i never plan to send it,

but when my frind ask me to post something, it make me feel wanna do so,

therefore, i go n get a post card with price 39 pence,

write it on the spot and que up in the post office to get a stamp then post it,

and i feel something different in that moment,

and i started to think how will u guys feel when u receive my postcard

must be happy, right? ^^

when everyone go back by october, i m the one who planning to stay here longer,

i m kinda selfish , but please understand that this is a chance for me to explore more,

not everyone like me, have this kind of opportunity, i know you guys will understand.

is kind of boring to keep on taking fast food outside,

i miss what u cook, mum.

i seldom watching tv program here, i prefer to sit beside u n discuss with u , dad.

and all my beloved sis n bro, hopes u guys everything ok,

i have a lot of thing wanna share with all of you, so just waiting me to get back ya =)

and all my cute little princess n prince, gu gu or ah yi miss u all ^^

喜欢喝咖啡 coffee lover ♥

自认是咖啡爱好者，但并不代表我很会品尝，

朋友问我：什么咖啡好喝？

我答：个人喜好不一样，我通常会来杯摩卡

我觉得咖啡很低调，所以我更喜欢

摩卡-咖啡加巧克力，带甜，但是很醇

白咖啡-就属怡保白咖啡我最爱喝

其实我最先接触的是咖啡乌，从小家人就爱喝

在打假期工的时候，更让我第一次使用咖啡机

所以我每天都会要店长教我冲咖啡

爽死我了！哈哈

昨天在英国的一间咖啡店-cafe nero

和朋友hi tea,

这间店表妹已经介绍我很久了，昨天我才踏进门，

毕竟一杯都要两三英磅

我点了一杯 white chocolate mocha,

好好喝。

咖啡真的要热的才好喝，英国这边鲜少卖冰咖啡，

每次问都会撞板，哈哈

well, i am a coffee lover, and i feel proud to be,
but it doesn't mean tha i am very good in tasting ,

there are variety types of coffee on the world,

but if you ask my favorite, i will say-mocha~

yesterday, a raining day but still went out with my friends,

we experience a hi-tea in a coffee shop-cafe nero,

a nice service place, as well as the ambience,

i have order a cup of white chocolate mocha in hot, taste good~

i have been working in Haagen dazs before as a junior crew,

luckily, i have chance to make coffee and it was my first time to work with coffee machine

can u imagize how happy am i ?

i like the coffee bean and tealeaf in malaysia,

and i always use to visit them once a week,

sometimes with friends while sometimes alone...

coffee is always good in hot, this is my perception

as i always thinking-you have your own perception on everything

=)

学不会，慢慢学 （姐姐的话）what my sis told me...

你的人生

有多少次是心甘情愿去做一件事？

而又有多少次是你心中怀有千千万万个不愿意？

你的人生

有多少次是扮演着属于你的角色？

而又有多少次是披着面具......

你的人生

有多少事可以让你比任何人都开心，得意？

却也让你陷入伤痛，比任何人都失落？

你的人生

有多少事你想跟别人分享

又有多少事，无论人们怎样问你都不想说？

而当你真正想哭的时候，

有多少次是不想让人看到

而又有多少次，你想让别人来安慰你？

学着，慢慢学会

在想哭，犹豫着该不该，信不信的时候，

让自己的心灵为你做主，

别人的话都不要听，就听自己的。。

推荐，很久以前的一首好歌，Christina Aguilera 的 The voice within,

如果可以，留意歌词

=）

young girl or boy like me, how was your life?

i hopes fine ..really..

in your life, how good are you in making decision,

have you ever regret for once or even more wrong deciasion made?

when you talk to people, are you exactly sincere or honest?

when you receive an order, do you really put your 100% effort for the mission?

when you feels like wanna cry

are you just want to make people around you to pay concern on you?

or maybe sometimes you dont even wanna let others know you are crying

just want to escape from asking why, because you really dont wish to share out..

but what about when you feel happy?

you cant even stop laughing wholeday long...

my sis tell me, leran it step by step,

dont be afraid, trust yourself =)

and yet, thanks, my dear sis .....

share with you, the song i like:

The voice within by Christina Aguilera

sometimes good song, have no time issue, am i? =)