Wednesday, February 23

毕业。感



终于,在来不及瘦下来的情况下,出席了毕业典礼,
勉为其难的顶着一张四方脸,带上最大尺寸的四方帽,
套上还差一寸就碰地的礼服。

最开心莫过于可以跟一些几乎半年没见面的朋友碰面,
虽然大家各忙各的只能寒暄几句,但是已经足够我开心一整天。
朋友们都上班去了,有些是在新加坡,有些在本地,
有些打酒店工,有些当空姐去了,有些则在不同领域上起步...

毕业典礼前两天,脸皮厚着跟家人说一定要买花给我,
结果不负众望,有我最喜欢的百合,oh my lily~
除此,还很舍得的花了五百多块去拍全家福,
下决定的时候我还很潇洒的,回来后竟然睡不着,oh my RM 500~

毕业了,这次真的毕业了,上台拿了那张不是很好看的文凭,
正式宣布了我的一生学涯告一段落。
回来一个月了,在家坐也作出一个境界来,
还好家里有好几个可爱的小冬瓜帮我消遣时间。

接下来?等考车了,也顺便上网找工作,
一大堆账目要处理,压力也逐渐变大,无形中让我对大马的物价不敢恭维。

Wednesday, February 9

回来

终于,从遥远的英国回来了,只能感叹时间过得那么快,
飞机起飞的那一刻,坐在身旁的朋友哭得很厉害,
而我,只是在回想这几个月发生的一切.
英国伦敦是个好地方,我喜欢.
虽然很忙碌,但是却很有规矩,虽然系统化,但却不死板.

到了 KLIA 的那一刻,看到家人的那一刻,
泪水再也控制不了,抱着父母,很用力抱着.....

我回来了,又要开始新生活,
杨林,加油!!!!

Monday, December 6

New Life Start


December finally come, is cold outside especially today,
nothing special with my working life, get my first full time salary 220 pounds
with 28 pounds tips n take 45 minutes journey bek to colidale, a warmth place with a geang of kind n nie people, i always thanks to god that i can meet them, it makes my uk working life meaningful and again i was always blessed by god..everything just run smootly...=)

30 nov 2010, i was awake on 8.30 am , i feels shock when i receive the message from steffi
who though i was in aberdeen scotland n tell me that lodon wassnowing on the next day right fter i left her warm place...thx steffi for providing me a place to stay for amonth with nice dinner, and healthy breakfast, i really appreciate u..but sorry, i've lie to u becoz i nt really wanna let u noe that i m actually working illegally here, hopes u understand....

the working life here was so difficult n tough , even i need to wash toilets..i think ppl will think why i need to do such thing seens i m a degree student, isn't i deserve the better job than this? but no ones will noe my situation n understand me , i m the one who can undersand..

is another 1 month left, soon i will bek to msia aain n anoter new chapter of my life will begin, i was missing my friends n family in msia crazily...hopes we still can keep in touch no matter how far we r now..i meant it...i really miss all of u..

i never tell many ppl that i was written this blog, i just wanna use this blog as my diary or journal..for me to review in the future..for those who read, thanks for reading...

Saturday, November 27

DECEMBER....

Decembr 2010 is coming and soon 2010 will past...
year by year, what's came to my life?
is alot if i really wanna noted...

i love my 2010 diary, is my firsttime to fully utilise a diary book
even i dint wrote the journal daily, but i can reiew back all the things i wrote..
and now i realise the impotance of date! on the letter, postcard n journal, is very important!
without date, i cant even remember the specific things already pass for so long
and sometimes will sigh...coz i m getting older n older..

i m still in London now, almost end of autumn, some of the area in London already started snowing,
but not for the central London, but soon =)
the temperature now is within 2- -3'C, is auite cold but with sunny interval,
i never wasted the day to go out and explore some of the part of London before i adapted into the work that will start another 2 days..

i m awaiting for the xmas, i wanna go stratford upon avon, leed castle..
that now in my to go list...i sure will go this 2 places before i go bek to msia in january..
a lots of things i wish to buy , but i know i will change my mind soon..
haha...

i love london, the people here who helps us, i love u all =)

Monday, November 8

感恩 appreciate

我没得读牛津,剑桥。但感恩,我还是有机会在英国完成学士。
我没有在童年是到处飞行,但感恩,在我懂事以后,我去过好几个国家。
我没有独立式房子住,但感恩,我的小家是充满温暖的。
我没有很有本事的朋友,但感恩,我有一群傻里傻气的朋友。
我没有.......太多东西了,但感恩我现在拥有的一切。


从这刻起,我告诉自己有多幸福,不会告诉自己有多惨。
惨?我能比那些天生残缺的来的惨吗?
我能比那些没受过教育的惨吗?
我能比那些三餐温饱都有问题的人惨吗?
告诉自己:我并不惨,而是幸福。


做人要知足,感恩,感谢家人,朋友,长辈,骂过你的,打过你的,
赞过你的,爱过你的,你爱过的。。感恩。

人在伦敦,过得并不是大家想象中的好,
但是已经很好了=)